愛很複雜

有一個男生，他喜歡一個女生... 他開始追求她，她也接受了他。開始時一切很美好... 在一起很快樂。他對她很用心，她也對他說她愛他，未來是幸福的...

不過，幸福是很難長久的。她開始變了...不，其實她沒有變。她由始至終都忘不了另一個他... 卻接受了現在的他。他其實也察覺到，當她在接受他的時候，還是對那另一個他無法忘懷... 但是當時他害怕一旦錯過了那一次機會，就無法再有了。所以，就算他知道當時她說已忘了另一個他的時候是騙他的，他也願意去相信她的謊言。

她再也不能欺騙自己了... 她的心在期待著與另一個他的愛情。所以，她與他分手了... 他對她感到失望，他無法忍受她如何在和他分手后的短時間内就對另一個他展開求愛... 可是在他心裏，更是對自己失望... 對自己的沖動，與自己無法讓她忘了另一個他的無能，感到徹底的悲哀。他覺得世界是黑暗的... 而他就是被送來這裡接受懲罰的。

她雖然離開了他去尋找自己的真愛... 但是，心裏最渴望的往往也是最難得到的... 那另一個他已經有了自己的愛，已經要開始他自己的家，對她的求愛是無法回應的。這讓她徹底的絕望，徹底的傷心... 她的眼淚不停地流，她的心不停地痛。她覺得世界是黑暗的... 而她就是被送來這裡接受懲罰的。

...他與她已經無法回到那快樂，那幸福的日子了... 他與她並沒有犯錯，只是愛錯... 但願他與她有一天，能各自找到另一段不是錯誤的幸福。

graduate le???

My last exam results as a undergrad finally out 2day... usually login to the exam results then immediately u see ur results... this time i get a "congrats on your graduation!" haha... wow. wat a relief! If recall a few months back on my statistics test where i got 2nd last in the entire cohort with a miserable 5/20, in the end i got a B-!! yay! damn i look up into heaven and say "thanks man" and can almost hear Him say "u're welcome"... haha... this is like winning the 紅星大獎...

"I wanna thank the ppl whom without their support, help and love, this wun be possible... willie and jaymz, who accompany me in the freezing tut room for the study week... derek, thanks for accomodating my non-stop disturbances to you with stat questions... 3214 gang: shinchi, dingyang and geokhua... we did it! babynut... thanks for ur support these months, patiently entertaining my whines and complains... lending me your notes and believing in me! yay! you are so accurate! i got B! and to all my blog readers... this one is for you!!"

Feel a little er xin hahaha. anyway, with study out of my head, now its time to ponder on my remaining years of my life???

Slacking at home...

Since came back from Taipei, really cannot tune easily back to a "huh. wat am i gonna do today?" attitude... Since it's supposed to be a holiday for a student who has juz finished exams... haha. but since i've been playing a lot since the last paper, really lost on wat to do today (tue) again, haha...

Saturday passed the doraemon fuzzy slippers from taipei to babynut, haha seems like quite delighted to get them hor! me still determined to get a photo of them worn on :P ... oso the bear bear with the basket to MZ, luckily she liked bears, of the teddy sort :) thanks for the treat btw haha.

Monday went ktv with shinchi. juz 2 of us, haha, cos no one else to contact that day, or simply forgotten... its hard to go ktv since not all my frens like to sing... but hey, as shinchi says "ktv is for ppl who sing like crap... good ones go to absolutely superstar :P" haha... that day sing till no gas. hey, shinchi sounds a lot like guang liang! esp the tong hua song... lol. shld go and enter superstar then can be the next weilian?? kns :P Hope next time can go again with more ppl, haha if dun mind my sha ji voice...

Hope i get to do more stuff in the next 3 weeks! esp christmas weekend, aiyo last time before student life ends? haha...

Back from Taipei! So hot back in SG...

Finally ended my taipei 8day trip!! hope ppl din miss me much... "I wanna go back to TAPEI!" was the general feeling everyone had after the trip hahaha... the streets were 12°C, felt like aircon... the stuff were cheap ($5 t-shirts, $14 jeans), the gals are hot and trendy :P and everything's cool! well not all went well during the trip, but not to spoil the mood it was an enjoyable journey overall :)

If you are ever going to taipei, remember: english is non-existent!! go to starbucks or any equivalent and say "i wan a lasagne" and the counter gal will stare at you "huh???" haha.... they have a chinese translation for EVERYTHING, and that is the one they use. oso, their traffic is opposite of singapore, so dun go on the wrong lane :P

Their MRT escalators are special: if you are not rushing, stand on the rite side marked with footprints; dun stand on the left and block the ppl rushing! Their salespersons, food stall personnel and cute lift operator gals :P are extremely frenly, which really gave us a pleasant experience there... btw, if eating in taiwan, oways go for the small shophouse-like restaurants and small stalls over the big and classly restuarants!! service and food and PRICE are all better on the small ones!!

Well, back to 28°C Singapore... i might be creating an online gallery for my trip soon, if i have the mood to... so stayed tuned!!