Please forgive my wilfulness~

i guess i can no longer be like wat i used to be... able to go out on short notice, meet my frens on weekends, etc... I think to myself: am i being selfish or neglecting my frens? But it really isnt ez to accomodate all sides... i need to have times for juz the 2 of us, especially during this period... so please forgive me frens! as we usually have plans ahead of time it isnt ez...

I guess i aint used to this. I din mean it when i say "trying to kajiao me issit?", cos i was little embarassed... neither is it my desire to avoid anyone or watsoever. If you feel my actions offensive, please forgive my wilfulness...

I am still the same patrick, i think :P